im still here!

dont miss me too much, ed. (; summer just keeps getting better & better. still wish i didnt have to get up everyday at 6:30 x_x BUT only 10 more dayss of being bored to death in health. LOL & day-off tmrw! yippeeee [= finally got a frikkin planner (already filled up..) hopefully with an organized schedule, ill feel less overwhelmed. loving tennis more & more these days.. especially practice with all the girls♥ now that we FINALLY have the official team, time to plan more bondings! did workouts today.. my so-called-abs are in Pain. with a capital P. been spending a whole lotta time with the renaissance family. our planning "parties" at kat's (err.. i mean kitty LOL) house last up to 7 hours! thinking til we're all brain dead, watching chick flicks/disney channel/mtv, me & irvin walking to carls jr cuz kitty & eric are TOO LAZY -_-, youtube vids on the TV, nonstop work on kitty's laptop, eating 24/7.. ROFL. gotta love it! our hard work seems to be paying off though [= lots more to be done.. irvin needs to get his license NOWWW. haha ANYWAYS.. tmrw: going out with the beloved fam. then july 4th: BEACHHHH either with adam+others OR christinas fam+church friends OR sis+walnut/diamond bar kids. we'll see (:

<3 Jess


ed, tomtom, chris, whale, monkey, 50 cent, fillitup (& i guess.. even jontaylor) I MISS ALL OF YOU. we need to hang out more!

TOMTOM, dont stop blogging! your posts are the only ones i actually read.

you

need to talk?
okay lets talk.




btw.. where is jess these days?
im blogging alone...

oh well!

-ed

work

well training was tiring for both days
but i got paid to eat so much yogurt
and pizza and asian buffet
thats cool
met cool people now as the redmango family.
like AJ, karis, younha, stephanie, nicole and esther. i got closer to jackie, gabe, melissa and elaine.
so theres the family. and theres Tim and Joanne.
so we had our fun at training
now we work
and i might not see some people ever
:[
oh wells.
all in all it was a.... well i dont know about much that happened but i have really good acting skills.
i pretended like i was fine

-ed

feeling..

empty. got to go phone shopping and then work.

i dont know anything thats happening anymore.

"where'd you go?"
- fort minor

well...
i guesss im off


-ed.
p.s. i have no clue what im doing half the time anymore. :T someone help!

when

love knocks you down,
just get back up when it knocks you down.


how is it that i cant get up?
somethings not right.


"love isnt measured by how many hugs and kisses you get, but the depth of each and every kiss and hug."
yeah i just thought of that quote last night while i couldnt sleep.

"with every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love"
-Chris Brown

-ed.

P.S. im off everything that has to do with online things like aim or myspace.
i'll only be using this blog or email. if i am on. just tell me to gtfo. okay.

okayy..

so first day of work. tiring. but worth it i guess.

mmhm


how is it that someones mood can die soo damn fast
ugh.

-ed

thomas

i aint making fun of you guys, i like putting up pictures
they add spice to this blog :D


ANYWAYS
today has to be the most boring day ever.
yesterday just flat out sucked.
and tmrw i start work so yep
im goood.
yeah im really bored... someone plan something unlike adam :[
he fails!
so i'll plan a beach trip later
cause apparently lots of people dont have the right funds to do it
and i know how to plan better now (: