the other night, i had this sudden impulse to re-watch the notebook on my own. it was really strange, but i just couldnt wait. i guess i was in the mood for tears.. to let it all out. (cuz i know i cry everytime i watch it) i decided to push aside everything else.. & really get into the movie. i only watched about half and ended up finishing it just now. ohh mann, maybe i was TOO into it. cuz even though its my 4738193 time watching it.. the tears wouldnt stop! to be honest, i wasnt even just tearing.. it was like bawling out loud. my dad comes by to see whats wrong.. & he LAUGHS =__= being the typical insensitive guy he is.. he couldnt comprehend how its possible for someone to cry over a made-up sappy love story.. LOL.. he calls my mom over & she thinks im pretty ridiculous too -______- i felt soo pathetic cuz the tears were still pouring. i was crying, laughing at myself, and yelling at them.. all at once. what can i say? im a sucker for chick flicks.. LMFAOO but boyy, i feel loads better (despite the headache & puffy eyes) i discovered exactly how to cheer myself up[= someone buy me the DVD!
<3 jess
for the record.. crying during movies is perfectly NORMAL
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