and effin tired. you know what, im freaking tired of this bullshit. if its always gonna be like this then i cant take it anymore. I've made my excuses for you but its too much. its always the same right? one gets mad and the other is just dead for the rest of the time. You dont even know the pain i have to deal with at the moment and you're not helping. so im done trying, i dont know what i did wrong but eff it. i dont care. have a good night.
-Eddie
P.S. thanks to people like phillip, kanow, jess, christina, kat, etc. you guys bring out a better side of me.
add-on cause im so bored. my life seems like some kinda horror movie to me, just no frankenstein or no monsters. every little thing that happens is just scaring me in a way. every little thing i find out, just hurts me more and more. haha.. i need to go to church more often, i havent gone in a long time and my life is a mess. im starting to notice that i blow off my friends a lot and putting up this fake front is soo tiring. im messsed up, i know it, you know it. i just wanna runaway and not look back and not feel anything. sorry for this emo post but i dont know why im not getting over this kind of thing. sigh*
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