i hate this part right here.
same ol' same ol'
yep.
-ed.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
really now?
why do you guys do that all the time?
just stop.
and you may not even know im talking about you two
but cut it out.
-ED
just stop.
and you may not even know im talking about you two
but cut it out.
-ED
lazylazylazy
im too lazy to write out my usual long post.. [x
sooo. memorial weekend was hella fun. spent all 3 days out past 1.. catching up with some walnut friends. havent seen them in forever! but nothings changed much, so hurray(: met quite a few new pple. celebrated tiffs 17th♥ so much for work before play.. hahah!
OH go watch star trek! Jim Kirk was cuteee.
dont watch angels&demons.. sucked asss. read the booookkk! 140348 times better.. [:
kanow, thomas, christina: sorry i ditched you guys! i know you missed me. heeheh(:
<3 Jess
p.s. new rule: AT LEAST one post per week from now on, ed!
sooo. memorial weekend was hella fun. spent all 3 days out past 1.. catching up with some walnut friends. havent seen them in forever! but nothings changed much, so hurray(: met quite a few new pple. celebrated tiffs 17th♥ so much for work before play.. hahah!
OH go watch star trek! Jim Kirk was cuteee.
dont watch angels&demons.. sucked asss. read the booookkk! 140348 times better.. [:
kanow, thomas, christina: sorry i ditched you guys! i know you missed me. heeheh(:
<3 Jess
p.s. new rule: AT LEAST one post per week from now on, ed!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
get a damn life.
why do people always get into other peoples business? its like they have nothing special about their own life that they automatically feel important knowing or spreading stupid shit about people. im not directing this at anyone ( cause i might not even know who im talking too) but this kinda gets on my nerves. When people tell others shit, its cause they have nothing to talk about and cause their pathetic lives arent even intertwined with anyone elses. im directing this one out to a friend,
yeah i know people are spreading rumors.
tell them stfu
keep your head up high
and wait. when i find that person,
they will be sorry they talked.
no joke they will.
this one goes kinda to myself...
shaddup.
:D
-ED.
ps. i miss our posts jess!
yeah i know people are spreading rumors.
tell them stfu
keep your head up high
and wait. when i find that person,
they will be sorry they talked.
no joke they will.
this one goes kinda to myself...
shaddup.
:D
-ED.
ps. i miss our posts jess!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
didnt want to blog about this. but i dont want to have to explain this a bajillion times either.
so today i left school during second period cuz something was wrong with my dog, bella. at first, we didnt think it was a big deal. ended up going to two different hospitals. bella had a tumor which spread up to her lungs. by then she had to breathe through an oxygen mask & was in "critical condition". the vet took xrays, emergency exams, etc. etc. he told us "the most reasonable" solution was to put bella to sleep. we were all shocked cuz bella never showed any symptoms or anything. she was always active, healthy... or so we thought. the vet says its possible that she was "suffering in silence". it was the worst decision the four of us ever had to make. none of us could watch.
ever seen marley & me? yeah. now i hate that movie.
i feel like i didnt do enough. maybe i shoulda taken her on more walks.. given her more baths.. idk. i know bella is "just a dog".. but still. it hurt. & it scared me. i guess you really dont know what youve got until its gone.
called teresa while she was at school. the news ruined her day too. her, bella & i had some crazy times♥ we talked during her entire lunch break & for 3 more hours afterschool.. she got me to laugh & feel MUCH better. promised to come over later.
so much can change in so little time.
so today i left school during second period cuz something was wrong with my dog, bella. at first, we didnt think it was a big deal. ended up going to two different hospitals. bella had a tumor which spread up to her lungs. by then she had to breathe through an oxygen mask & was in "critical condition". the vet took xrays, emergency exams, etc. etc. he told us "the most reasonable" solution was to put bella to sleep. we were all shocked cuz bella never showed any symptoms or anything. she was always active, healthy... or so we thought. the vet says its possible that she was "suffering in silence". it was the worst decision the four of us ever had to make. none of us could watch.
ever seen marley & me? yeah. now i hate that movie.
i feel like i didnt do enough. maybe i shoulda taken her on more walks.. given her more baths.. idk. i know bella is "just a dog".. but still. it hurt. & it scared me. i guess you really dont know what youve got until its gone.
called teresa while she was at school. the news ruined her day too. her, bella & i had some crazy times♥ we talked during her entire lunch break & for 3 more hours afterschool.. she got me to laugh & feel MUCH better. promised to come over later.
so much can change in so little time.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
from angels&demons
i really liked this one part:
"Father," Chartrand said, "may I ask you a strange question?"
The camerlengo smiled. "Only if I may give you a strange answer."
Chartrand laughed. "I have asked every priest I know, and I still don't understand."
"What troubles you?" The camerlengo led the way in short, quick strides, his frock kicking out in front of him as he walked. His black, crepe-sole shoes seemed befitting, Chartrand thought, like reflections of the man's essence . . . modern but humble, and showing signs of wear.
Chartrand took a deep breath. "I don't understand this omnipotent-benevolent thing."
The camerlengo smiled. "You've been reading Scripture."
"I try."
"You are confused beacuse the Bible describes God as an omnipotent and benevolent deity."
"Exactly."
"Omnipotent-benevolent simply means that God is all-powerful and well-meaning."
"I understand the concept. It's just . . . there seems to be a contradiction."
"Yes. The contradiction is pain. Man's starvation, war, sickness . . ."
"Exactly!" Chartrand knew the camerlengo would understand. "Terrible things happen in this world. Human tragedy seems like proof that God could not possibly be both all-powerful and well-meaning. If He loves us and has the power to change our situation, He would prevent our pain, wouldn't He?"
The camerlengo frowned. "Would He?"
Chartrand felt uneasy. Had he overstepped his bounds? Was this one of those religious questions you just didn't ask? "Well . . . if God loves us, and He can protect us, He would have to. It seems He is either omnipotent and uncaring, or benevolent and powerless to help."
"Do you have children, Lieutenant?"
Chartrand flushed. "No, signore."
"Imagine you had an eight-year-old son . . . would you love him?"
"Of course."
"Would you do everything in your power to prevent pain in his life?"
"Of course."
"Would you let him skateboard?"
Chartrand did a double take. The camerlengo always seemed oddly "in touch" for a clergyman. "Yeah, I guess," Chartrand said. "Sure, I'd let him skateboard, but I'd tell him to be careful."
So as this child's father, you would give him some basic, good advice and then let him go off and make his own mistakes?"
"I wouldn't run behind him and mollycoddle him if that's what you mean."
"But what if he fell and skinned his knee?"
"He would learn to be more careful."
The camerlengo smiled. "So although you have the power to interfere and prevent your child's pain, you would choose to show your love by letting him learn his own lessons?"
"Of course. Pain is part of growing up. It's how we learn."
The camerlengo nodded. "Exactly."
finally finished the book! one of my faves♥ passing it on to kanow tmrw. then i might just read it again [:
havent blogged in forevers. not much has changed. school sucks, dont look forward to it like i used to. i really hate that place. if i had it my way, id spend my lunches somewhere quiet with a good book. ha-ha jk? maaaan do i sound depressed! but really, weekends are the only days that make the week even close to being worthwhile.
saturday morning, tennis with kanow, jliu, thomas, adam, & wesley. then bball(: everyone (minus wes) walked to adams. eric cameee & rockband/halo! chilled with the cousins after.
today, woke up early to go hiking with the family[: then tennis with coach! mrs. kanow gave me a free 2 hour facial =D she had all the professional equipment & gave great messages. probably the highlight of my weeek. & now, im off to target..
counting down the days til suuuummmmerrrr.
<3 Jess
09:17 PM
SO i just came back from target. & i hear something about an earthquake? haha whoaaa. didnt feel anything while i was out.
"Father," Chartrand said, "may I ask you a strange question?"
The camerlengo smiled. "Only if I may give you a strange answer."
Chartrand laughed. "I have asked every priest I know, and I still don't understand."
"What troubles you?" The camerlengo led the way in short, quick strides, his frock kicking out in front of him as he walked. His black, crepe-sole shoes seemed befitting, Chartrand thought, like reflections of the man's essence . . . modern but humble, and showing signs of wear.
Chartrand took a deep breath. "I don't understand this omnipotent-benevolent thing."
The camerlengo smiled. "You've been reading Scripture."
"I try."
"You are confused beacuse the Bible describes God as an omnipotent and benevolent deity."
"Exactly."
"Omnipotent-benevolent simply means that God is all-powerful and well-meaning."
"I understand the concept. It's just . . . there seems to be a contradiction."
"Yes. The contradiction is pain. Man's starvation, war, sickness . . ."
"Exactly!" Chartrand knew the camerlengo would understand. "Terrible things happen in this world. Human tragedy seems like proof that God could not possibly be both all-powerful and well-meaning. If He loves us and has the power to change our situation, He would prevent our pain, wouldn't He?"
The camerlengo frowned. "Would He?"
Chartrand felt uneasy. Had he overstepped his bounds? Was this one of those religious questions you just didn't ask? "Well . . . if God loves us, and He can protect us, He would have to. It seems He is either omnipotent and uncaring, or benevolent and powerless to help."
"Do you have children, Lieutenant?"
Chartrand flushed. "No, signore."
"Imagine you had an eight-year-old son . . . would you love him?"
"Of course."
"Would you do everything in your power to prevent pain in his life?"
"Of course."
"Would you let him skateboard?"
Chartrand did a double take. The camerlengo always seemed oddly "in touch" for a clergyman. "Yeah, I guess," Chartrand said. "Sure, I'd let him skateboard, but I'd tell him to be careful."
So as this child's father, you would give him some basic, good advice and then let him go off and make his own mistakes?"
"I wouldn't run behind him and mollycoddle him if that's what you mean."
"But what if he fell and skinned his knee?"
"He would learn to be more careful."
The camerlengo smiled. "So although you have the power to interfere and prevent your child's pain, you would choose to show your love by letting him learn his own lessons?"
"Of course. Pain is part of growing up. It's how we learn."
The camerlengo nodded. "Exactly."
finally finished the book! one of my faves♥ passing it on to kanow tmrw. then i might just read it again [:
havent blogged in forevers. not much has changed. school sucks, dont look forward to it like i used to. i really hate that place. if i had it my way, id spend my lunches somewhere quiet with a good book. ha-ha jk? maaaan do i sound depressed! but really, weekends are the only days that make the week even close to being worthwhile.
saturday morning, tennis with kanow, jliu, thomas, adam, & wesley. then bball(: everyone (minus wes) walked to adams. eric cameee & rockband/halo! chilled with the cousins after.
today, woke up early to go hiking with the family[: then tennis with coach! mrs. kanow gave me a free 2 hour facial =D she had all the professional equipment & gave great messages. probably the highlight of my weeek. & now, im off to target..
counting down the days til suuuummmmerrrr.
<3 Jess
09:17 PM
SO i just came back from target. & i hear something about an earthquake? haha whoaaa. didnt feel anything while i was out.
Friday, May 15, 2009
disappointed
i've tried so hard to please you
i've given up many bad habits
but i see you
and it hurts when you do some of the things you're doing.
so what do i do?
what do you want me to do?
-e
i've given up many bad habits
but i see you
and it hurts when you do some of the things you're doing.
so what do i do?
what do you want me to do?
-e
Sunday, May 10, 2009
family time!
ive pretty much given up on myspace. haha this blog is the only thing i keep updated. twitter is okay too.. but not enough pple use it!
FRIDAY: pooiinntlesss day. our plans always epic fail. i felt sooooo soo bad for ditching my buddy & church with chris =/ kanow, kat, & i got dressed at kats place. ended up hanging at erics, then dolphin bay with kanow, adam, katherine, lanny & friend, and nicole tan. all the girls were in dresses & makeup =_= LOL nicole tan was fun to talk to[= after, walked around the tennis courts with ed, kat, & kanow. the full moon made it all look amazing
SATURDAY (failed to play tennis in the morning): ASB workday. then mothers day bbq with all the fam & some friends(: 30 or so people. teresa & doris came! tiff & i consider them sisters ♥ even my parents count them as they're own children. everyone stayed till like 2 in the morning.. it was hella fun. my wonderful, LOUD, completely insane family. haha we seriously celebrate EVERYTHING. flowers & presents all around. this time the cake was ginormous!
SUNDAY: I love my mom. went to chilis for a late lunch. our second mothers day celebration. idk how we did it.. but the bill came out to be nearly $200 -.- hahaha then went to taipei-LA to pick out the family pictures from my grandpas 90th. took HOURSS. lots of arguing, shouting. typical stuff for my family LMAO planned to finally go get my new racquet. BUT once again, the place was closed.. SO we hit startbucks instead. 7 pounds is a good movie. just got done with most of my hw... gonna go watch narnia 2 =)
<3 Jess
FRIDAY: pooiinntlesss day. our plans always epic fail. i felt sooooo soo bad for ditching my buddy & church with chris =/ kanow, kat, & i got dressed at kats place. ended up hanging at erics, then dolphin bay with kanow, adam, katherine, lanny & friend, and nicole tan. all the girls were in dresses & makeup =_= LOL nicole tan was fun to talk to[= after, walked around the tennis courts with ed, kat, & kanow. the full moon made it all look amazing
SATURDAY (failed to play tennis in the morning): ASB workday. then mothers day bbq with all the fam & some friends(: 30 or so people. teresa & doris came! tiff & i consider them sisters ♥ even my parents count them as they're own children. everyone stayed till like 2 in the morning.. it was hella fun. my wonderful, LOUD, completely insane family. haha we seriously celebrate EVERYTHING. flowers & presents all around. this time the cake was ginormous!
SUNDAY: I love my mom. went to chilis for a late lunch. our second mothers day celebration. idk how we did it.. but the bill came out to be nearly $200 -.- hahaha then went to taipei-LA to pick out the family pictures from my grandpas 90th. took HOURSS. lots of arguing, shouting. typical stuff for my family LMAO planned to finally go get my new racquet. BUT once again, the place was closed.. SO we hit startbucks instead. 7 pounds is a good movie. just got done with most of my hw... gonna go watch narnia 2 =)
<3 Jess
recap.
hahaha well..
friday: just chilled at eric's place had fun and all but i didnt wanna go out with adam, kanow, kat, jess and lanny& friend. i'd rather stay with eric(: anyways yeah that was about it. not that great of a day but w/e.
yesterday: well i had the house to myself (sometimes the sisters) so then sarah came over(: and we just hung out, watched movies, played piano, i cooked for her and then i decided i would take her to that secret spot i promised her i'd take her. so we did and maybe some of you know where it is and i gotta say going there at like 9 is pretty great :] we had a little heart to heart chats and im glad :] i toook her to the mall after like an hour but then her sis wasnt there yet so we chilled in the car. and that had to be the best day i've had in ..... forever haha! anyways i love you sarahnomoto! (:
today: went to grandma's, ate at a restaurant and now waiting for cousins to come over.j
Happy Mothers Day!
-ED
friday: just chilled at eric's place had fun and all but i didnt wanna go out with adam, kanow, kat, jess and lanny& friend. i'd rather stay with eric(: anyways yeah that was about it. not that great of a day but w/e.
yesterday: well i had the house to myself (sometimes the sisters) so then sarah came over(: and we just hung out, watched movies, played piano, i cooked for her and then i decided i would take her to that secret spot i promised her i'd take her. so we did and maybe some of you know where it is and i gotta say going there at like 9 is pretty great :] we had a little heart to heart chats and im glad :] i toook her to the mall after like an hour but then her sis wasnt there yet so we chilled in the car. and that had to be the best day i've had in ..... forever haha! anyways i love you sarahnomoto! (:
today: went to grandma's, ate at a restaurant and now waiting for cousins to come over.j
Happy Mothers Day!
-ED
Friday, May 8, 2009
da fuck?
ohkay so if you wanna play that game.
just tell me when you wanna quit
cause you look close to it
and im not gonna use my extra life
to make you play it again.
im out.
when you go bipolar on me
dont expect anything but disappointment.
-E
just tell me when you wanna quit
cause you look close to it
and im not gonna use my extra life
to make you play it again.
im out.
when you go bipolar on me
dont expect anything but disappointment.
-E
Thursday, May 7, 2009
just the usual
so apparently my entire 6th period (including mrs. hu) thinks all i do is eat & sleep during class =__= LOL hu totally picked on me today, i had no idea what was going on. all i know is everyone was pointing & laughing at me..
i have a lot of blonde moments these days.. haha. like yesterday, i had my tennis skirt on backwards throughout practice. didnt notice til mel & brit pointed out that the back was oddly shorter than the front. & today while selling snacks at the track finals.. some guy asked for a pepsi and when i told him we were out, he looked at me like i was crazy. cuz directly to my left was the fridge, full with at least 15 cans of pepsi.. yeah..
ANYWAYS. highlight of my day was when the hottest guy at the track meet came up to the snack shop & bought a drink(: kanow was totally hyperventilating.. heheh! but even jwang admit that he was hella fine. not to mention TALL.
i heard this joke about cannibals & people stuffing fruits up their ass today.. hahha ill post it up later on if i remember it.
<3 Jess
i have a lot of blonde moments these days.. haha. like yesterday, i had my tennis skirt on backwards throughout practice. didnt notice til mel & brit pointed out that the back was oddly shorter than the front. & today while selling snacks at the track finals.. some guy asked for a pepsi and when i told him we were out, he looked at me like i was crazy. cuz directly to my left was the fridge, full with at least 15 cans of pepsi.. yeah..
ANYWAYS. highlight of my day was when the hottest guy at the track meet came up to the snack shop & bought a drink(: kanow was totally hyperventilating.. heheh! but even jwang admit that he was hella fine. not to mention TALL.
i heard this joke about cannibals & people stuffing fruits up their ass today.. hahha ill post it up later on if i remember it.
<3 Jess
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Romeo & Juliet: Viii 229-269
FRIAR LAURENCE
229 I will be brief, for my short date of breath
230 Is not so long as is a tedious tale.
231 Romeo, there dead, was husband to that Juliet;
232 And she, there dead, that Romeo's faithful wife.
233 I married them; and their stol'n marriage-day
234 Was Tybalt's doomsday, whose untimely death
235 Banish'd the new-made bridegroom from the city,
236 For whom, and not for Tybalt, Juliet pined.
237 You, to remove that siege of grief from her,
238 Betroth'd and would have married her perforce
239 To County Paris: then comes she to me,
240 And, with wild looks, bid me devise some mean
241 To rid her from this second marriage,
242 Or in my cell there would she kill herself.
243 Then gave I her, so tutor'd by my art,
244 A sleeping potion; which so took effect
245 As I intended, for it wrought on her
246 The form of death: meantime I writ to Romeo,
247 That he should hither come as this dire night,
248 To help to take her from her borrow'd grave,
249 Being the time the potion's force should cease.
250 But he which bore my letter, Friar John,
251 Was stay'd by accident, and yesternight
252 Return'd my letter back. Then all alone
253 At the prefixed hour of her waking,
254 Came I to take her from her kindred's vault;
255 Meaning to keep her closely at my cell,
256 Till I conveniently could send to Romeo:
257 But when I came, some minute ere the time
258 Of her awaking, here untimely lay
259 The noble Paris and true Romeo dead.
260 She wakes; and I entreated her come forth,
261 And bear this work of heaven with patience:
262 But then a noise did scare me from the tomb;
263 And she, too desperate, would not go with me,
264 But, as it seems, did violence on herself.
265 All this I know; and to the marriage
266 Her nurse is privy: and, if aught in this
267 Miscarried by my fault, let my old life
268 Be sacrificed, some hour before his time,
269 Unto the rigour of severest law.
lyd & i have til friday to memorize Act V, Scene iii lines 229-269 from Romeo & Juliet =__= oh yay.
pre-lims was fun! (dont worry, thomas[= you made me proud.) test after test.. after TEST today. studied for none. watched the ball game with whale afterschool. it was BASEBALL, not softball kanow! idiot.. (she was playing tetris the whole time -.-) working snack shop at finals tmrwww. currently reading angels & demons
& ed.. idk how that song relates to anything.. are you trying to say i talk too much?? >=P hahah but thanks<3 youre right. good song. CONGRATS on making finals! ill be there tmrw.. dont complain that i dont watch!
<3 Jess
swine flu
i knew pigs would fly one day.
hahhaha! get it?
229 I will be brief, for my short date of breath
230 Is not so long as is a tedious tale.
231 Romeo, there dead, was husband to that Juliet;
232 And she, there dead, that Romeo's faithful wife.
233 I married them; and their stol'n marriage-day
234 Was Tybalt's doomsday, whose untimely death
235 Banish'd the new-made bridegroom from the city,
236 For whom, and not for Tybalt, Juliet pined.
237 You, to remove that siege of grief from her,
238 Betroth'd and would have married her perforce
239 To County Paris: then comes she to me,
240 And, with wild looks, bid me devise some mean
241 To rid her from this second marriage,
242 Or in my cell there would she kill herself.
243 Then gave I her, so tutor'd by my art,
244 A sleeping potion; which so took effect
245 As I intended, for it wrought on her
246 The form of death: meantime I writ to Romeo,
247 That he should hither come as this dire night,
248 To help to take her from her borrow'd grave,
249 Being the time the potion's force should cease.
250 But he which bore my letter, Friar John,
251 Was stay'd by accident, and yesternight
252 Return'd my letter back. Then all alone
253 At the prefixed hour of her waking,
254 Came I to take her from her kindred's vault;
255 Meaning to keep her closely at my cell,
256 Till I conveniently could send to Romeo:
257 But when I came, some minute ere the time
258 Of her awaking, here untimely lay
259 The noble Paris and true Romeo dead.
260 She wakes; and I entreated her come forth,
261 And bear this work of heaven with patience:
262 But then a noise did scare me from the tomb;
263 And she, too desperate, would not go with me,
264 But, as it seems, did violence on herself.
265 All this I know; and to the marriage
266 Her nurse is privy: and, if aught in this
267 Miscarried by my fault, let my old life
268 Be sacrificed, some hour before his time,
269 Unto the rigour of severest law.
lyd & i have til friday to memorize Act V, Scene iii lines 229-269 from Romeo & Juliet =__= oh yay.
pre-lims was fun! (dont worry, thomas[= you made me proud.) test after test.. after TEST today. studied for none. watched the ball game with whale afterschool. it was BASEBALL, not softball kanow! idiot.. (she was playing tetris the whole time -.-) working snack shop at finals tmrwww. currently reading angels & demons
& ed.. idk how that song relates to anything.. are you trying to say i talk too much?? >=P hahah but thanks<3 youre right. good song. CONGRATS on making finals! ill be there tmrw.. dont complain that i dont watch!
<3 Jess
swine flu
i knew pigs would fly one day.
hahhaha! get it?
SUPPPORT TOMORROW!
WELLL i made finals :]]]]]]
110 HH baby!
i messed up once
time to redeem myself!
thanks for the suppport guys.
i'd really like to see all of you guys there!
and jess.
i dont know what happened
but heres a song for you!
i talk too much-just jack
its a good song.
once again.
support<3
-Ed
110 HH baby!
i messed up once
time to redeem myself!
thanks for the suppport guys.
i'd really like to see all of you guys there!
and jess.
i dont know what happened
but heres a song for you!
i talk too much-just jack
its a good song.
once again.
support<3
-Ed
Monday, May 4, 2009
ouch.
i dont even know what to say. im sorry that you take everything i say so seriously. im sorry that one of us always gets pissed off at the other. im sorry if my joking words hurt you. im sorry that you never had the guts to say what you felt to my face. im sorry that its so hard for us to be friends. im sorry for the misunderstandings. our up-and-down moods just dont work together. this isnt directed at you, but ive been fed up with a lot of things. & for once, im tired. i really just dont care as much about..anything. i should think before i speak. i had no idea you were feeling the way you felt til now. when bill told me to read your blog. am i really that hard to talk to? that you couldnt just tell me? avoiding things wont help. ouch.
- Jess
& FYI. will is my COUSIN.
- Jess
& FYI. will is my COUSIN.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
preoccupied
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH! & he calls me gay.. okay okay. ill start from the beginning..
FRIDAY: uhmm.. crappy day. you guys know why. tried to hold it in, but failed. first time ever to not get something that ive wanted/worked hard for. (never lost any type of election before either..til now) whoa. yes, it hit me hard. even though i already expected it. ha-ha all the hugs/encouragement only made the tears worse, but in a good way. to the second family: i admit, this time i was the one killing the mood. but you guys stuck by & surprisingly, cheered me up in no time. [= afterschool, walnut friends & sis took me out for a movie. met some pretty cool pple (including my BFF from 1st - 3rd grade's boyfriend! remember jessica sheu?) obsessed was pretty good (best part, beyonce gets into this outrageous cat fight! LOL) got home by 6:30ish. christina took kanow & me to her church(: bbq, worship, kids all around. excited to go back! came home pretty late..10ish?
SATURDAY: woke up to the sound of plumbers in my house -.- went with kanow to check out mothers day gifts. swung by adams.. (julie, eric, theo, chris were there) then off to eds! he wasnt even home yet.. SO went to some japanese noodle house for lunch. spent the rest of the day at eds, just the 3 of us. karoke, battleship, chess, movies, golf..etc, etc. whale & i scored a 92 on If I Were a Boy. no idea how that happened since kanow is even MORE tone-deaf than adam. if thats possible. HAHA 86 on A Whole New World with ed. walked kanow home & this is where the fun begins.. [x mr. kanow answered the door.. looking like some transgender/cross-dresser! he even acted the part.. hitting on ed & everything. LMFAO turns out mrs. kanow had an upcoming exam at her beauty school & was practicing on him. thomas & jenn came by just in time to watch ed get his makeover(: highlight of my weekend! scary thing was, we all agreed that ed looked BETTER with the fake lashes, foundation, etc. HAHA later, went out for dinner at some new restaurant in hacienda. jurassic? got home pretty late once again.
TODAY: planned to wake early, running with ed & kanow. FAILL! hahha eds fault. coach made me run my fat ass off during lessons x_x then, costco & albertsons with the fam. came home with cartfuls of stuff we dont need. haha showered, dressed up, left for UCI. grabbed some jack-in-the-box on the way. (all this eating out is not helping the whole diet thing!) had tickets to some asian concert/choir performance. most of the family was there with flowers & everythangg to support my aunt. fianlly got home around 10:30. started on hw.. & now im here.
some weekend, huh? thanks for keeping me busy, guys. maaaaaannn. ive got some pretty great friends♥<3 Jess
Jeremiah 29:11
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
all part of His plan for me.
acceptance.
faith.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
the future
is a scary thing.
help me God.
so today was interesting and if you guys see those pics of me by jess or kanow
DONT LOOK.
please and thank you.
anyways....
i thank my besties for saying that w/e happens in the future you guys will be right behind me supporting me.
thanks.
and im getting kind of sick of feeling this same way
its so routine like
sigh*
life is unfair
life sucks
life is tiring
life is life.
-E
help me God.
so today was interesting and if you guys see those pics of me by jess or kanow
DONT LOOK.
please and thank you.
anyways....
i thank my besties for saying that w/e happens in the future you guys will be right behind me supporting me.
thanks.
and im getting kind of sick of feeling this same way
its so routine like
sigh*
life is unfair
life sucks
life is tiring
life is life.
-E
what the
Freak is in virginia???
fckk....
lets spend the rest of my 7 months here
as the best of my entire life.
:]
love you alll
and jesss,
.
.
.
you're gay(:
its okay
you're a winner
when you cook me dinner
forget the past
and make everything else last
:]
good job jesss we still love you!
but you're still gay
oh yeah
my walnut meet marks were pretty satisfying(:
110 HH: 16.14
300 IH: 44.12
watch me own it up at track prelims!
this tuesday
be there or be square?
-ED.
fckk....
lets spend the rest of my 7 months here
as the best of my entire life.
:]
love you alll
and jesss,
.
.
.
you're gay(:
its okay
you're a winner
when you cook me dinner
forget the past
and make everything else last
:]
good job jesss we still love you!
but you're still gay
oh yeah
my walnut meet marks were pretty satisfying(:
110 HH: 16.14
300 IH: 44.12
watch me own it up at track prelims!
this tuesday
be there or be square?
-ED.
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