preoccupied

HAHAHHAHAHAHAH! & he calls me gay..

okay okay. ill start from the beginning..

FRIDAY: uhmm.. crappy day. you guys know why. tried to hold it in, but failed. first time ever to not get something that ive wanted/worked hard for. (never lost any type of election before either..til now) whoa. yes, it hit me hard. even though i already expected it. ha-ha all the hugs/encouragement only made the tears worse, but in a good way. to the second family: i admit, this time i was the one killing the mood. but you guys stuck by & surprisingly, cheered me up in no time. [= afterschool, walnut friends & sis took me out for a movie. met some pretty cool pple (including my BFF from 1st - 3rd grade's boyfriend! remember jessica sheu?) obsessed was pretty good (best part, beyonce gets into this outrageous cat fight! LOL) got home by 6:30ish. christina took kanow & me to her church(: bbq, worship, kids all around. excited to go back! came home pretty late..10ish?

SATURDAY: woke up to the sound of plumbers in my house -.- went with kanow to check out mothers day gifts. swung by adams.. (julie, eric, theo, chris were there) then off to eds! he wasnt even home yet.. SO went to some japanese noodle house for lunch. spent the rest of the day at eds, just the 3 of us. karoke, battleship, chess, movies, golf..etc, etc. whale & i scored a 92 on If I Were a Boy. no idea how that happened since kanow is even MORE tone-deaf than adam. if thats possible. HAHA 86 on A Whole New World with ed. walked kanow home & this is where the fun begins.. [x mr. kanow answered the door.. looking like some transgender/cross-dresser! he even acted the part.. hitting on ed & everything. LMFAO turns out mrs. kanow had an upcoming exam at her beauty school & was practicing on him. thomas & jenn came by just in time to watch ed get his makeover(: highlight of my weekend! scary thing was, we all agreed that ed looked BETTER with the fake lashes, foundation, etc. HAHA later, went out for dinner at some new restaurant in hacienda. jurassic? got home pretty late once again.

TODAY: planned to wake early, running with ed & kanow. FAILL! hahha eds fault. coach made me run my fat ass off during lessons x_x then, costco & albertsons with the fam. came home with cartfuls of stuff we dont need. haha showered, dressed up, left for UCI. grabbed some jack-in-the-box on the way. (all this eating out is not helping the whole diet thing!) had tickets to some asian concert/choir performance. most of the family was there with flowers & everythangg to support my aunt. fianlly got home around 10:30. started on hw.. & now im here.

some weekend, huh? thanks for keeping me busy, guys. maaaaaannn. ive got some pretty great friends♥

<3 Jess


Jeremiah 29:11
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

all part of His plan for me.
acceptance.
faith.