dangit..

eddy beat me again! he always posts before i do. LOL like he mentioned..surprisingly none of us went out today..felt kinda weird to be away from my "second family" =/ BUT on the plus side, i woke up to a phone call around 12ish this morning and FINALLY hauled my lazy ass outta bed to go meet some friends.
so i wake up. pretty annoyed. but of course, dad decides now was a good time to tell me that im grounded for 2 WEEKS! wteff?? he didnt even have a legit reason! i was not in the mood to continue the useless argument..he'll cool off in a couple of days..hopefully. i tried to forget about it..while playing tennis with the whale and a few of the varsity/jv boys.[= HOT AS HELLL x_x played a set & i discovered that i cant serve for my LIFE. no joke. rusty beyond belief, but yay! lessons tmrw. =D (oh & ironically, kanows mom called and grounded her for 2 weeks too LMAO) when i got home, i worked out with my sis, showered, then NAP. i felt soooo FAT, exercising was ridiculously painful.. im SO outta shape =P cant wait for season to start.
still not home right now, cousins house. ROCKBAND, singit!..having our lame fun(: healthy diet is back on & i PROMISE to stick with it.
i found that i get angry/annoyed at the smallest and most unnecessary things. when im REAL pissed, the waterworks turn on & everything..ugh. hate it. but hey, when the tears are done, its all good again..i blame PMS. rofl, kidding. lashing out just helps me move on, i guess? heheh >=] i know thats hardly fair to others & i apologize for my bipolar behavior.. i need to stop complaining & suck it up. ironic, cuz thats exactly what i said to one of my cousins earlier today. talk about being hypocritical..i need to start taking my own advice.
ALL IN ALL, today was a really slow day, not exactly productive either..but it was just what i needed.(=

<3 jess