so full of BS -.-

theres something thats been bothering me this entire day, and the only immediate solution i can think of..is to BLOG IT OUT. i wont use names or specify anything, so only a FEW pple will read this & actually understand what im trying to say. ill jump right to it. i really hate how SOME PPLE can get worked up about absolutely nothing! they just like to create drama for the attention. and you know what? thats just PLAIN STUPID =_= why make life any harder than it has to be for yourself? & for those around you? see, i realize that at times i can be quite the drama queen myself. BUT the difference is, when i freak out about something.. i let it out and move on. i DONT involve other pple in my ish! another thing: i really just want to punch a CERTAIN SOMEONE right now. in the mouth. and scream MIND YOUR OWN EFFING BUSINESS. no one tells you what to do, so dont butt into our issues! who the hell do you think you are anyways?? the sad thing is, if i did that, id be contradicting the part i said about "getting worked up about absolutely nothing".. so for now, i have to suffer my anger in silence. that person probably doesnt even know im talking about him/her.. xP AGH! and you know whats even worse than drama queens? SHADY FRIENDS. to those pple: if you got something to say about someone, SAY IT TO THEIR FACE!
but ive realized that some things are not worth fighting over. so lets just see how things work out..=/ okay. i feel lots better now. [= hm, angry rants do help!

oh BTW, i know i just made myself sound like a complete beyotch..but just understand that i exaggerate quite a lot when i am mad. so please dont take anything i said to heart. those are mostly just angry words. letting everything out helps me get over it(: i just hate how i have to edit what i say for fear of who might read this..ha-ha. im thinking about starting a secret blog that only i (and a few trustworthy friends) know about. that way whenever i need to vent, i dont have to watch what i say [x

just for you lyd:
How do you drown a blonde?
Glue a mirror to the bottom of a pool.

^ i think i got that one from twilight..hhhaah!

<3 JESS

today i got 34/60 on my pre-cal exam. x_x fml (for the record, i wasnt the lowest score. someone got 27...LOL) dropped my grade like 7%.. now i have a C in frikking girard! GAH no more slacking.